7 hari. Dan saya sudah gak nangis lagi.

[windyway94]

Sudah 7 hari Hannan pergi jauh. Sudah 7 hari juga Indonesia kehilangan satu putra terbaiknya. Hannan meninggal di hari Rabu, sama seperti mendiang nenek saya dengan penyakit yang sama. Hannan meninggal tanggal 5 Agustus, sama seperti Yoyok, teman sekelasnya (thanks for reminding me that painful fact). Hannan meninggal 5 hari setelah Pakde saya meninggal karena diabetes. Tapi satu hal yang menyenangkan adalah saya sudah gak nangis lagi. Oke saya sedih tapi udah gak mewek tiap lihat fotonya atau kalo iseng baca chatnya di LINE. Malah sekarang fotonya (sama temen-temen sih) saya pajang jadi home screen buat reminder: Kanker bisa menyerang siapapun, kapanpun, dimanapun. Jaga tubuhmu selagi kamu mampu.

you see his dazzling grin? yeah me too.

Selama seminggu ini banyak kenangan (lebih banyak daripada yang saya kira) yang muncul soal Hannan selama 8 tahun berteman. Mulai dari Hannan yang hampir selalu duduk di depan, Hannan lagi benerin poni, Hannan yang suka bawa jaket tapi sering ketinggalan waktu moving, Hannan yang gundul waktu MOS SMA, Hannan yang jadi dubber ikan mas waktu pentas drama (Be patient, Xiang Li), Hannan yang pegang bass waktu ngeband, Hannan yang sering pulang hampir maghrib karena benerin komputer kelas bareng Izhar, Hannan yang berangkat jam 8 padahal masuk siang supaya bisa benerin komputer sampe nyala dan bisa dipake (dan kita dimarahin karena berisik XD), Hannan yang gak bisa item setelah main di pantai 3 hari karena udah item maksimal, Hannan yang kecium baunya dari jauh karena pake Axe Cokelat, Hannan yang dapet kado seperangkat alat tulis pink pas ultah, Hannan yang dua kali ketiduran waktu UN matpel Kimia, Hannan yang takut sama cicak bahkan sampe dibikinin kertas yang digunting bentuk cicak dan ditempel di papan (mungkin) biar dia gak takut lagi, Hannan yang fotonya diedit jadi cantik, Hannan yang dibikinin fans club karena saking gantengnya (saya anggota bayangan), banyak lah pokoknya. Waktu ngetik ini saya jadi senyum-senyum sendiri hehehe, gak nangis lagi. Yaaaa, inilah yang namanya takdir, kami yang masih hidup cuma bisa mendoakanmu supaya amalmu diterima dan dosamu diampuni Allah SWT.

So, Hannan ganteng, see you again! :D We love you so much.

Comments

[ale-irenear.livejournal.com]

I dont understand any of what you wrote xD haha but your picture made me stay in the post =)

Nice picture! <3

[windyway94]

Oh, thank you :D
I post my happy memories with my junior high friend, Hannan (brown t-shirt). That pic is one of the last pictures we take before he die. He had lung cancer and died a week ago. All of my friends cried hard when we heard that news. But I think it's the best for him.

Btw I'm in the center with green shirt :D

[windyway94]

He is the most handsome boy in my class but he never realize it hahaha. Until one day my friend make a little fans club for him, Hannan Fans Club. Oh he's my high school friend too. He's so smart and a good guy. When my friends took cram school he didn't, but he still got a excellent grade. He has phobia of lizard XD So my (brat) friends make a lot of lizard origami for him to fight his phobia.

[ale-irenear.livejournal.com]

oh, I knew there was a good story behind the photo... I'm sorry for your loss though, is never easy to lose a good friend... but as you say, sometimes is easier for them to go instead of being here suffering..

Where are you from? =)
I see you're an Arashi fan <3 hehehe

[windyway94]

Eh? I think you've asked me some days ago. I'm from Malang, Indonesia. And yes I'm arashian for 2,5 years :D

[ale-irenear.livejournal.com]

hahahahahaha you are TOTALLY right! sorry! xD for some reason I thought you were a different person xD hahaha

nice to meet you :D (joking hihii~)

[windyway94]

Never mind, maybe because I post in Indonesian so you think I'm a different person hahaha.
Nice to meet you too :D

btw you like Jared Leto? me too hahaha

[ale-irenear.livejournal.com]

yes I do! haha he's VERY HANDSOME ! hahahah

[windyway94]

Yes I agree! hahaha, my fav films are Urban Legend, Requiem for a Dream, and Mr. Nobody (yay!) Mr. Nobody is the first film that I took for subtitle making. Love that film so much <3

[ale-irenear.livejournal.com]

well that was a hard project, hahaha I was watching the movie haha and it had a lot of information in it hahaha and dialogue and all that =)

I haven't seen Urban Legend, is it a scary movie?

On a totally non related subject, how against would you be of sending letters ?? like being pen-pals xD haha I'm getting into it and it is quite fun xD hahaha but I don't have a lot of people to send letters to haha

[windyway94]

Yes, it's a confusing movie but I like the plot :D I've watched it for nth times to translate and understand the meaning. Like Nemo-Anna relationship here :)

No, it's kinda mystery-thriller movie, not horror (I hate horror movie). It's a detective story about murder cases based from urban legends at their town.

Hmmm, I've never send letters XD I don't know about the mechanism but maybe I wanna try :D

[ale-irenear.livejournal.com]

Oh, sounds interesting, maybe I'll check it out (.. the movie) hahaha

Nice! =) If you want, I can send you a letter first and you reply me when you get it if you want :D I'm not sure how it would be in your country but basically you just write the letter put it in an envelope and take it to the post office =) maybe you'll need to buy a post stamp hehe

If you want, you can PM me your address and I'll get on it :) I'll send you something from Arashi <3 haha

[windyway94]

Yes! Check it out and tell me what you think about that movie. Jared is so young (it's 1998 movie anyway) hahaha.

Hahaha I know that general step but maybe my country has some additional step. Okay I'll PM you my address :D